April 2010
30 posts
Love is tiring because you’re using positive energy. However it is the most beautiful thing in the world. Hate is easy because you are creating negative energy. And hate makes you age.
Some facts you ought to know
1. My parents like you even though they don’t express it.
2. I never spent on a present that cost $230. However, I was content that because of the present we were able to continue 2 months more.
3. I loved to give you surprises, but with a fucked up handwriting, shitty art and craft works. How could I?
4. If you didn’t told me not to get you flowers because they were a waste of...
Its feels great to see you change. Even though it costed me. (I am not trying to be noble or something but its a fact.) To add on, I don’t know whether you just wanna make me hate you more or what but you’ve successfully done it. You hurt my pride. Yes, I’m deeply hurt. And I think you enjoy it. You hurt me to the extend that I dare not even fall in love now. My heart...
I had a dream.
I saw us being together again. It was great. However, will dreams become reality?
If the him you’re thinking about is the him I am thinking of. I seriously hate myself. You made me hate him for all the things he done to you. Hence, if you’re thinking of him. I think karma shall find its way to you. Soon.
Ich vermisse dich.
Ich kann es nicht ertragen, wie kalt du hast für mich geworden. Das ist nicht wie Sie überhaupt nicht. Ich will den alten Sie bitte zurück. Ich will von vorne anfangen. Ich hasse dich an uns Leid allein. Es schmerzt ganz mein Herz. Also bitte ich bitte dich. Sagen Sie Glück und Leid mit mir noch einmal. Annabelle.
This feeling sucks
I hate times like now where you are feeling so low but I can’t do a single shit. Like now, I can’t even get close to you because you are mentally disallowing me to. I’ve said before that I want to protect you. Lift the barrier up please. I wanna once again be in your life. Please♥
Unconditional Love
This is the best and most difficult type of love.
Sucky singing, but nice lyrics.
Everything seems so empty without you. Why can’t you just put down things and try again? I don’t expect anything from you already. I just need you to stand by me. Come back would you? We’ll talk it through, walk it through and stay together throughout. Please say yes.
20th
How god likes to play pranks. 5 months ago. I walked the same path, same route but was totally heels over head. However, 5 months later, I am now walking the same path and route, but this time, it feels as though my heart got pierced a million times. And to think about it, what brought us together ended us. I think karma’s got me. And I deserve it.
As for you, though I have a million and...
In the near future
I’m going to get a 5D mark II, 24-70mm F2.8 L, 70-200mm F2.8 L, and of course a 16-35mm F2.8 L. Awesome or what? Of course la. All of these costs 10k.
I thank you for giving me happiness. I’m blessed to have you and am lucky to have you for this five months. I hope you’ll carry on being happy and not do stupid things again. I appreciate it. Goodbye.
Let's find a way back to the start. Shall we?
Reminiscing
Whenever when I see girls with shorts, you come to my mind immediately.
Whenever when I see my Blackberry, I think of you.
Whenever I see Simonne’s photos, I would think of the funny faces you would make.
Whenever I look at my wallet, I would think of you.
Whenever I carry my Ripcurl bag out, I would think of you when I look at the Gingerbread Man and Patrick Star.
Whenever I take a...
“Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I...”
– Airplanes by B.O.B ft Hayley Willams
Isn't it strange how a black and white picture...
(via poisonedappletree)
School is definitely awesome with Aiysah(Siti), Gurjeet and Aidil. You guys rock man like TOTALLY! OB was like wtf? The teacher damn imba. She could totally memorise her lines.
HAHA, I’m going job interviewww tmro! Wish me lucky lucky.
The decision I made may not be a right one. However, I must say that if I could be anyone, it’d still be you.
♥
I really don’t want to be in love anymore....
Decision
I think I decided. I’m gonna walk this road without you. I think its the first boldest thing I ever done, HAHAHAHA. Anyways, I’m gonna walk this road without you. I gave you my heart, but you didn’t appreciate it and said I was all sort of things that even I hate. I admit I was “sticky”, fucktard, bastard, and of course a addict to something but you didn’t say...
Well, I kinda like school. With the company I have, all I say is that they make school life beautiful. Would be so lonely without them. I’m so gonna excel in OB and BAF. Aiming for straight A’s for both.
P/S: What do you want from me to get you back.
Poison Poison Poison
HAHAHA, right now I’m poisoning myself to get a Olympus Pen. LOL, and the stupid thing is I’m gonna mod it to make it take IR photos. Cool or what?
Okay, maybe its stupid but I think probably I’m gonna do it.
I’m going crazy soon.
P/S: Forever and always; you didn’t mean it did you?
Tomorrow, day 1 at MDIS. I don’t know how come I don’t feel excited at all but just feeling fucked up. Maybe I didn’t catch enough sleep? Idk. :/
Hopefully, it’ll be a fruitful one.
On a side note, the timetable for my course is fucking slack. Hope I won’t slacken off, but work harder instead.
And lastly, I would wanna say that I really miss you. I don’t want...
This is where my new beginning is gonna be. Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
